Can't...

sleep...

few weeks ago... it was

"Want to sleep but cannot sleep..."

and now...

"Want to sleep but cannot sleep for long..."

-.-'

[edit: argh my PC cannot play MUOnline... dunno how i fixed the graphics lagging last time and i do not want to tweak my drivers again... scarkly i screw up like what i did last time and had to do some drastic changes to Windows XP... argh !!!]

LOLZ !!! i actually made someone angry...

[when was the last time i made people angry... erm... nil... made people cry... once...]

see i'm a nice guy...

[though someone might say "like real" =.=]



AeroFlare's Believe It Or Not
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ditching the previous hate list of me for this... haha... believe it at your own risk... cause i'm gonna write some personal stuffs here which is long overdue for... erm... wait while i do the calculations...

[3 years of blogging FYI... heh]

here goes...

one thing about AeroFlare...

living behind a mask since secondary school where i just could not fit in the new environment after leaving primary school where i made MANY good friend and one of particular... but it's ancient history now... i wonder how she's doing now... i try to shape myself to be what others want to see me as... "Sotong King", "Attitude", "Ah Blur" or whatever... and i'll automatically morph into that AeroFlare, which i also dislike that part of myself, when i meet that person or group... [role-playing... which i unconsciously do it everyday... what i want other people to see me as...]

the true AeroFlare only appear when he's at home... behind the computer screen blogging and at the same time, laughing at my bro's driving skills in Gran Turismo 4 disturbing my mum and a nice cup of coffee to keep myself awake...